Ernest Hemingway; A Predictable Death.

I don't know or understand why anybody would consider suicide, let alone commit it. Hemingway's life and suicide is an exception that I do understand.

Looking at his life in it's entirety, it becomes obvious that he had lived an erethic existence. Erethism as I understand it, is defined as "the abnormal reaction to normal stimuli." Many dictionaries will change this definition slightly but they all boil down to the same basic idea.

I suspect that he acquired this personality trait at an early age and was not helped out of this quagmire existence by either of his parents. His resentment of women and affection to other men that mirrored his propensities were molded by both of his parents, simultaneously, with the extreme efficiency that only a family environment can produce.

The first brash incident of his life was the adventure in the Ambulance Service of the Red Cross during World War I. The idea of proving his manhood in the face of the grim reaper with every breath was the ultimate attempt at suicide that was evaded by a miraculous stroke of luck. He didn't suffer two bullet holes in his legs but a falanx of artillery shrapnel that essentially put his legs into the jeopardy of amputation. This life changing injury came only after about a month on the front lines and in the heat of a battle that would effect his entire existence, including his relationships with the women that he married. He now understood that he was not bullet proof and true to his pattern of erethic behavior, he reflected on his experience but in the end he would ignore it for his entire life.

The remainder of Mr. Hemingway's life was essentially his attempt to recreate his WWI experience with a shuffling of the sequence of events. In Paris he was bored so he traveled to Pamplona, Spain to run with the bulls. In Spain, during the Civil War, he flirted with combat by reporting it to the world in print and film. In Cuba, he mixed pleasure with adventure by function on the water for the OSS to gather intelligence on any German U-boat activity. He returned to France just in time to join the Allies in the march into Paris. Again, flirting with death at every mile. In this same period he dealt with the KGB (who he was familiar with from the Spanish Civil War) with limited success that was on purpose, I suspect. In Africa, he dealt death to predator wild-life and was again almost killed in two different aircraft accidents. In the end, he became paranoid with good reason. He knew that the US government was aware that he was friends with Fidel Castro, that he had had a detailed relationship with the KGB of the USSR and the McCarthy Hearings had done him no service. This in combination with the fact that he had Diabetes (which has no identified cause and no Rx cure) that brought him to the Mayo Clinic for electro-shock treatments and, to make a bad situation worse, he had writer's block and considered himself a failure. The only solution that would occur to him was the same fate that took his father . . . suicide.

This entire life experience can be explained by the introduction of mercury in the form of mercury amalgams in his teeth, vaccines and other minor exposures. Also, the probability of being exposed to lead in paints, medications and other minor exposures would explain the life long erethism.

The one factor that I can not produce evidence of, would be the introduction of mercury into his personal environment. Medical and Dental records would show this evidence. This in combination with any lead involvement would, without question, produce an erethism that could not be satisfied by divorce, alcohol, drugs or even war. Mr. Hemingway's success is, without doubt, a direct consequence of his erethic behavior in all circumstances and stages of life.

His exposure to mercury can be proven by the exhumation of his remains in Ketchum, Idaho. The lead burden of his body should also be present in his coffin because neither mercury or lead will disappear . . . ever.

The finding of mercury and probably lead does not prove that this caused his erratic lifestyle but it is profound evidence that both metals (and any other heavy metal that happens to be in his casket) had an influencing effect on his life, diseases and suicide.

I have been chastised by this suggestion because the Hemingway family receives an enormous royalty from his works and the robust legends of his life. Not only his family benefits but other subordinate incomes are generated by his history and the places where he lived.

This is not a question that will be answered by me or anybody like me. It will have to be dealt with by a family member that throws caution to the wind and demands answers and a stop to the aberrant application of suicide as a solution to difficult diseases or times.

Low Dose Naltrexone

Low Dose Naltrexone - Log -
I have been taking Low Dose Naltrexone 3 mg caps since November (15). I found out about it on a BlogTalkRadio show titled The Mary Bradley Show
This was a little known, off label use, drug that seems to have multiple uses at low doses and a specific use at 50 mg.
I just asked the VA to write a Rx for 4.5 mg for a year for me and they did, without hesitation. I was very surprised because I usually have to beg and scream to get anything that I request from them. It seems that if they suggest it, no problem, but if the patient requests it, they have to justify it a dozen ways to Sunday and then it's only a maybe.
Regardless, the primary care told me to keep a log and this I thought would be more appropriate since the medication needs to get much more attention from doctors and patients. . . . So . . .

Entry 1
Since starting the medication at 3 mg last November 2009, I have found no negative effects to this point. Remembering to take it at bedtime was a problem until I left the supply in the bathroom so that it was the last thing I see before going to bed. After taking it I lay the bottle on it's side as a message to myself that I have taken it for the night. In the morning I return it to the upright position for the new day's routing.
On the positive side . . . I have found that I don't arise as frequently in the middle of the night to urinate. At worst, I was arising almost a dozen times every night. Now I arise a maximum of 5 times, and that's a bad night.
Additionally, my wife, son, daughter in law and grand daughter all had the flu or cold at about the same time . . . I never got sick. This was surprising to me because I have an autoimmune condition and would expect to be the most vulnerable. Obviously, I can't give LDN the credit for avoiding the flu but I thought it worth mentioning because it was my observation.
One observation should be noted and it may or may not be associated with LDN. I have found myself nodding off when stationary. This has never happened before and it only started after Christmas 2009. It could be nothing, it could be a side effect of high blood pressure medication or it could be my adapting to the LDN and the effects of the high blood pressure medication.
I mentioned it to my primary care and she said that it was probably the high blood pressure medication. Regardless the cause, I find it very pleasant and if I could get away with it, I might want to invoke the nodding off when my wife is rumbling on about nothing important or when my granddaughter gets over active.
January 9. 21010

Waterbury, Connecticut

I contacted the Waterbury Police Dept, Detective Division today 9/5/2009 @ 1140. The reason that I called is because I had watched a story on 20/20 about a serial rapest (possible murderer) who lived in Waterbury. From all accounts, including his life long friends and neighbors, he was the poster example of a great guy and good neighbor.
I was trying to plant the seed of an idea so that when they ran into a violent or sexual offender (Erethic or Exotomania), they would have the information base to pursue an organic cause rather then a ghost of reasoning. This, in-order to prevent crime rather than perpetually capture and punish perpetrators.
The basic idea that I tried to convey was that some homes, offices and business are permanently contaminated with mercury. This is a stretch. However, since Danbury, Ct. is only 6 miles away to the southwest, I think that many of the Hat makers may have lived in the Waterbury area and brought their mercury home with them. This idea could be validated by an inventory of Waterbury citizens, in the past 100 years, who have suffered with the "Danbury Shakes" or autoimmune conditions.
I suspect that I failed because the Detective that I spoke with was efficiently curt and impatient while he was on the phone with me. The call only lasted about 4 minutes but it seemed that this detective was consumed with a sense of self-importance and could not be bothered with the abstract idea that could turn out to be an organic cause of such violent crime.

Medical Marshal Law

This kind of law was only considered in Germany in the 20's and 30's and the old USSR under either Stalin or Lenin. W.T.F. gives or takes away?

Wake Up, America: Forced vaccinations, quarantine camps, health care interrogations and mandatory "decontaminations"

To the White House

The way you have presented Health Care is not appropriate. You actually have two separate issues. 1) how to pay for services and 2) controlling disease. Once you stop thinking of disease or conditions as a mystical event, you will understand that, like fire, certain elements must exist before a person's health can be compromised. Once you have mastered this concept, the facilities to pay for services will be easier to muster.

If you would like more information on this idea, contact Congresswoman Niki Tsongas and ask her for a copy of the book "Illness Defined; The Theorem.

You have the correct direction, you just have to break the journey down to a more manageable path. The only way to eat this elephant is one bite at a time.

Un-named Illness of Maura Tierney

Ms. Maura Tierney is a very attractive lady, person and actor. She attracts attention by presence alone. In early July 2009 news articles have mentioned that she will be going to be "medically evaluated" for eight weeks. This is very telling to those of us who have had experience with the medical profession.
I can only pass judgement on what I know to be true and can acquire by observation. I don't know Ms. Tierney, we have never met, we have never spoken and I know very little of the environment that she grew and developed in. I have observed her work and from this I can project certain aspects of her personality.
What I know is that she spent her early years in a neighborhood in Boston, which is one of the oldest communities in the nation. From Boston, she went to New York which is another very old community. Normally that wouldn't mean much but these old communities contain old paints and piping that tend to contain an unhealthy amount of lead.
Ms. Tierney also grew up in an era (1965 - 1985) when dentists were using mercury to fill cavities as a norm. I don't say that she has amalgams, what I say is that the probability is strong that she does.
Many of her routines involved exposures to other metals without knowing that it was occurring. For example, the tap water probably contained fluoride. Vaccines contained mercury, aluminum and other questionable elements. As a developing actor, she probably tried to save as much money on expenses as she could. This probably extended to her diet, which probably included large amounts of Tuna Fish.
Today, she probably consumes large quantities of soy products that contain fluoride, aluminum and manganese. This will be especially true if she is a vegetarian or avoids meats.
The outward signs of these exposures is her personality. Like I said, I have never met the lady but what is apparent in her screen appearance is that she is cavalier, nonchalant and less than precise. Most of her success derives from her body language, which is very attractive and appealing. However, it may have an origin in the influence of metals.
According to her biography, she recently filed for divorce which is a socially traumatic event that effects more than a personality posture but will effect every organ of the body, especially when there is a large amount of emotion invested.
In her mid 40's she is at the correct age to assume that the body burden of metals has or will reach a critical mass. This should not be ignored, especially if she has been experiencing minor signs or signals that something is going to or about to go wrong. It's that pre-storm period when there is nothing wrong, it's just that something is not right.
Some of the early signs might have included some unexplained muscle twitches (petite maul seizures), minor numbness in the finger tips or feet, sensitive or soar elbows, minor dizziness (vertigo) or perhaps even some cloudy marks under the fingernails. When these signs and signals progress the move into symptoms that could be annoying as an urgency to urinate to one or both legs collapsing backwards (hyper-extending).
These are all observed (anecdotal) by the individual until she complains about them to a doctor and he/she writes them down. It is the act of recording them to the doctor and the noting of them that they become "clinical" and based on the record, can proceed to a diagnosis.
Based on what I have seen, heard, read and concluded, it is my guess that Ms. Tierney will be diagnosed with either MS or Parkinson's or worse. The problem is that these diagnoses are conclusions of exclusion (of other diseases that are worse)and avoidance of metal poisoning.
I sincerely hope that I am wrong and this blog is one of the many times that I have made a fool of myself . . . but I doubt it and time will tell.
Whether I am right or wrong is of no consequence because I have no access to Ms. Tierney (nor do I want any), to influence her choices and decisions. It would be my fondest hope that a blog like this could force all doctors to test and treat for heavy metals before they perform radical surgery (ie; Michael J. Fox) or prescribe very serious medications that alter and mutate the patient (ie; Richard Pryor & Muhammad Ali).

Tom Cruse vs Brooke Shields controversy

Tom Cruse was half wrong and Brooke Shields was half right.
The way I see it, Tom Cruse was right when he talked about phycho-tropic drugs (paxil) and phychiatrists that don't know what they are doing.
and
Brooke Shields was half right in trusting her doctor with her future when she confided in him/her about her post partum depression.
What Tom Cruse didn't know, and could not have known was that Brooke Shields had never been tested or treated for any heavy metal body burden. This made him half wrong!
What Brooke Shields did not know or do was demand an assay of metals in her body by her doctor. Her faith was misplaced in her doctor but was appropriate behavior as far a society was concerned. This made her half right!
What would have been completely right of Tom Cruse was to mind his own business and communicate directly with Brooke Shields directly and privately.
What would have been completely right of Brooke Shields was to get an education about the problem before it happened. There are groups and people who would have educated her, for free, about the problem and nobody would have known about her very common problem.